and although I liked the sound of it
I didn’t want to hear it come out of your mouth
I wanted you to tell me you like the way
I never shut up about the things I care about
Or how I dreamt of a future
that was big and bold and daring
I need you to say that you loved the way
I smiled trying to contain my laughter
at dumb jokes on dumb shows
That the way I refuse to sleep in the dark
isn’t dumb or childish but rather smart.
That when I draw, the world slips away from me
and I’m immersed in my painting
trying to make sure ever line comes out
just how I imagined.
I don’t want to just be pretty.
I want to be something more
Tell me I’m everything in the universe,
I want you to see me for who I am. To be something more to you: Carol Shlyakhova(strong-but-breakable)
it's alright to die cause death is the only thing you haven't tried but just for tonight hold on
when my hair's all but gone and my memory fades and the crowds don't remember my name when my hands don't play the same strings the same way i know you will still love me the same
i don't get waves of missing you anymore they're more like tsunami tides in my eyes
you can fit me inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen next to your heartbeat where i should be keep it deep within your soul
THEY SAY IM UP AND COMIN LIKE IM FUCKIN IN AN ELEVATOR